Senioritis?

I am SO ready to be done with school. I'm ahead on assignments, somewhat. I'm working non-stop for as long as I can focus. I'm doing the best that I can. It seems like it never ends though!! Haha :)

Just gotta keep my head up, my sense of humor sharp and I'll make it through. Stay positive. :)

Now that it's said and done

I've said it. It's out in the open. Yes, I've cried and Mom's cried. I knew it would happen. I just hoped I would be wrong about the reaction. I knew she'd be upset, I just hoped it would be okay. I know I'm not done crying just yet; it'll keep happening, I'm sure. But, now that I've told them I can start making plans. I know it's going to hurt her, but it's going to hurt me too. I can start planning and figuring out what's next now that everyone who needs to know knows. Yes, I'm moving to Florida after I graduate.

Don't speak

This is directed at no one in particular. I just feel like I need to say it.

Sometimes I want to talk. I want to talk, and I want you to listen. I want to be able to ramble all I want, and you not comment, make judgements, or interrupt. Sometimes I want to talk and not have you talk over me. I want to say what I need to say and not feel like I can't say it. Sometimes I just want you to hold me and let me cry. I don't want you to talk to me, I just want to be able to let go. I want to rant. I want to complain. I want to whine. I don't need your opinion, or for you to fix my problems. I just need you to listen. Sometimes that's all it takes.